6:03 AM
Monday, November 09, 2009
pw op is finally over. after the year's preparation for it. its over. time really really flies but i enjoyed the time spent with my group and learnt a lot from each other. although i did not do very well for my QnA im just glad and thank God for giving me confidence and calm during my presentation.i thank the support my grp mates have given me, and working with critical thinkers is rly fruitful and enjoyable. now, i have to start studying hard for my chem repaper on the 23nov. hmmm with just IR left to be handed tmr, i feel lost and the spare time seems to be actually a medium to breed more thoughts.again, i could hardly bathe today, with tears mixed with waters running down my face.why why why is it so difficult to be happy.i wish i realy could turn back time. so that i could love u more the times when u love me so much. thats my one big regret.now, having been thru weeks i find it really hard to go back to the once innocent times, when i was really happy.mayb the problem lies with me rite. that im demanding, that i expect too much.i tried to change but its so hard. cos u stop appreciatingnow i unstd what they mean by love is such a painful thingi really dunno what to do. either way, im sadits time to leave and set out on my own path
9:17 AM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
happy birthday daddy (:wish u good health and we be a happy family forever (: